the past 2 months have been busy, busy, busy for me. i barely have anytime to do anything. often time i feel like a zombie. able to function physically, but barely aware of what i'm actually doing; unable to retain any information in my brain. i guess that's what being burnt out feels like ^_^'.
sadly, even after 240 hours, i still can't decide what i want to do next. um...i lied... actually, i kinda already have decided. it's just that i don't have the heart to execute what i feel like doing 95% of the time. as usual, i get too attached; too emotional. i wish i can be more like guys who can care less about how others feel. but nooo.... i have to be me... who always over-thinking things, not wanting to disappoint, burden, or trouble others.... goshhhh~~ whyyy?? nande..?
ugh... i hate being indecisive.