Wednesday, June 6, 2012

where do i go?

What to do when your heart is torn between two things?

I know that life is about taking chances, but how do you know that you're not missing out on something real?

How do you choose between two open roads that seem equally opportunistic?

To stay means... the bay area blue sky and great weather,  a job that I love doing, endless supply of good food, places to hang out, new friends to meet, old friends and family to catch my back [...and the list goes on and on].

To stay also means... missing out on the chance of exploring OZ and what opportunities might present themselves there [...tho as they say, the door of opportunity never truly closes].

To go means... saying hello again to OZ's great beaches, cities, cafes, families, exploring a new and different country, working on my Oz's accent [haha] [but seriously, I love their accent], making new friends, catching up with old ones, family that'll catch my back [...and the list goes on and on].

To go also means... saying goodbye to the bay area and everything that I love about it [...tho I can always come back].

They say that it's all about the journey and not the destination.  They also say that sometimes things need to be broken to create new ways for other great things to happen.

I'm lucky, I know.  But I'm so torn that sometimes I feel like despite on how fast I'm moving, I'm actually standing still.  My life is a book waiting to be written.  With all the possibilities, how does one choose?

I wish, I wish, I wish...  :)