Wednesday, June 4, 2014

a second chance

If you get to do it again, would your reaction change?  Would you behave any differently if you get a second chance in life?

Facts:
- The only ways to learn life lessons is thru experience.
- Your attitude determines the outcome of all events.
- In the end, everything will always work out.

The question is… what's the point then?

I know that running away never solves anything.  Everything happens for a reason, right?

But how do you stay graceful at difficult moments when your patience is just being challenge on all directions?

How am I supposed to be happy and positive when I'm surrounded by negativities?  Things happened and I tried my best to react in the most calm manner.  But I do recognize bullshit when I see one. And it is agonizing when I feel the need to protect other people's feeling at the mercy of my own.  It gets exhausting.

And I do get tired.  Emotionally and physically.

I am still grateful though.  Grateful for the love I have in my life.  For friends and family who I know I can rely on.

Shame on you liars and haters.

If I get a second chance, I would still do the same thing.  It's just who I am and I can't be who I am not.

I am not a liar or a hater.

Life trials my character.  Questions my integrity.

"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did,  but people will never forget how you made them feel." -Maya Angelou.